My body is struggling and I am struggling to not let it influence my mind. I'm quite worried. I have been eating quite well. for the past 4 days my pee has been really dark brown. Its embarassing but I am worried about it now. Cos last night I could stand very well and had the shakes ad I felt so weak within seconds. My Hearing went like when I fainted at the blood donors. And then my vision had all these dots, the dots are pretty much permanent though. This morning I got up and fell over against my door. I havn't had any glue, no pills. Havn't eaten any food that I wouldnt. At first I thought I was dehydrated but I have been drikingg 1.5-3 litres a day for about two weeks. I get stomach pains, I've had them once or twice in the past week and thewy are o wither side of my hips above my hips though. I have been eating sufficient sugar and salt. I have lost 1kg but thats not unusual for me. Someone please help me. I don't want my body to be so weak.
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It sounds so awful. I am detoxing at this moment and I am beyond weak. I did make it to the grocery store walking this morning which is 3/10ths of a mile, and that helped. I have been eating so good today! I made eggs for breakfast, and then an avacado for a snack. I just made up a chicken salad and stuffed it into another avacado and I had a slice of whole grain bread. As I had these healthy things today I couldn\'t help but think about how marked a difference it was from injesting poison that serves to kill me. I had a protein shake too. I just kept thinking how healthy and vital I could feel if I would just live that way instead! I really hope what you are going through is just your body cleansing itslef. You are so, so young and have so much living to do! I love to see you on here because it shows me you do have a desire to live, and we all deserve so much more than we are allowing ourselves.