Rick worked out that I have been about 25 days free of glue..and woah has my mind and my whole being came right back to being human! I wish to say that the slimy stuff is repulsive and If I had it right infront of me now I WOULD NOT USE IT!I am working 6 days in a row..I did 10 hours yesterday..then 6 hours for 3 days more..oh well didnt want my holidays anyway........sigh. Had a whole epoisode wiht my dad on friday afternoon. He just called me selfish and the usual curse words I can ignore that but its crying infront of him that gets to me and then him calling me "such a little girl" and I could handle that if he didnt reject me further from the family and look at me with ultimate disgust. um so the rents have gone away for a week..they said they would phone last night but they never did. And I rang the place where they were staying and they said that they had checked in "would I like to leave a message?" I said no. I felt like I was spying on them. Anyway, as usual I dont know what I will tell Rick on wednesday..I havent worked on anything this week..my whole life has been work and sleep..well kinda sleeping. and surprise surprise I have to go to work now..