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oh and I have been glue free for 7 days now..except last night I opened a thing of twink and saw some aliens or soemthing..and Ive been using petrol except ifI use to much it makes me spew which I dont like. petrol is amazing..in one second the whole world is clarified. But um..iunno what I'll tell Rick. I dont feel sane anymore..Everything talks to me in rythms..like for example the pates on the trolley were banging when I pushed the trolley they talked to me saying dont do glue. but its been slipping up andI know that its my mind but I wish it woudnt talk to its self. it makes me so mad cos I cant stop it. and now im going mad cos Im going mad thinking about sniffing something. argh cant win anyway.