I have just made an improvement to my life. I had this old victorian like velvet chair that I called grandpa chair. I would sit in that chair with a bag and glue and waste the night away. I have spent an hour removing the chair and cleaning (even though it wasnt physically dirty) and put up two huge boards about a metre long along each wall and they join in the corner of my room. I put a golden swirly cloth down on the carpet and added my favourite orange cushion. I made some rules for the space which I dont want to share. I got together some stuff tat means a lot to me and put the together. got a candle and my vanilla incense and there I go! I dont really plan to meditate..Its kinda just a space where I can breathe. I must be careful not to let the bad stuff get in there with me though because the one time it does it wont leave the space and it will be ruined. I think I am going to paint and write on the two boards. its so tempting to go right a head and paint them all now but I must go slow and make sure it develops with purpose at the same time. I must make sure I close my door and let no one in my room too because this is something I dont want anyone to see. I was wanting to put like a mosquito net or something over the top to make a roof to hold some of the weight thats pushing on my shoulders so when I enter the space its like an instand relief but nothing would stay up. I think I'll go sit there now for a while soon. But I must make sure not to go there in boredom because that would aslo defy the whole point.