I passed out yesterday and ended up with glue in one side of my head. I drove to Nick and he sat there for 2 hours getting it out. I don't know why  trust him so much..but he said that the next time this happenes he's got to let someone know..i.e my parents..I know he's right but I just wish it could just be between us. iunno. I'm wearing pants that last year didn't fit me..and now I can fit both hands down them aswell as my hips..I'm still 61 kg..I'm not eating as regularily. I just forget to and well I have no appetite anymore. but as I write this my pasta is boiling, I'd just thought to let you guys know that well im alive. I don't know how I feel.