I brought bandages today. The lady at the supermarket was giving me looks but I didn;t care. I've left them in my car though and I really needa cut. ITs like it overwhelms me. Todayhas gone from good to bead to good and now back to bad. I don't want to go into too much detail in entries anymore because I don't know if andyone who I know reads this. 9 more poems to go then I am done wihth writing poetry. I will write to you tomorow Em since I am failing school anyway. man I wana cut, I needa cut. I needa feel it all back again. I never knew things could change so sudenly. my mood swings have been horrible. up down up down. I'm so low right now.