I feel totally whacked out..like..I don't remeber half of my days now because im so asleep..its kinda like a permanent thing..um today I had a drink of fanta, two apples and some bread..Its not that I avouid eating..just that I haven't the need to eat anymore. the easiest thing is bread..so I have that a lot..and everyday I have to have a fanta because its orange. the orange things has been bugging me, um, everything that can be orange has to be orange..like I know that my uniform isnt orange but liek today there was an orange pen..and I HAD to use that one and not the green one that I was given. its like that with numbers too..everything has to be int hrees. I dnt know if I can put up with my head for much longer. my friend started calling me an emo and then said im anorexic..she was laughing cos it was a joke but I told her to shut up so I think she iunno what she tinks actually. Um and a few days ago int he gilrs changing room for p.e I always go into a cubicle cos my scars show if my skirt comes up when Im taking my stickings off..then one plastic chick (who had stripped right down) was saying that I had a penis cos thats why I always get changed in secret. maybe she just wants a penis aahahahaha. Idc anymore. they can think what they want. and imma gunna have to go to GYMNASTICS NOW!!!! yusss. ugh work tomroow.