ight..I never felt so alone as now. Ive been strggling with my book for ages now and no one else can help me with it but I wish someone would tell me how to run my own life. and do it all forme and I could take a seat and watch my self suceed for once. I physically can't sleep much anymore..its all one huge cycle of being aa zombie. I have so much to write and say here but my fingers don't reach the right letters and its taking ages. imma go\.