I still have vouchers that I got for my birthday and today I thought I would try go shopping..I walked into the shop and it was all pink and purples and the song that was playing was getting on my nerves. I picked up a dark pair of jean short things and tried them on and of course they have full length mirrors so I was standing there looking at myself and feeling worse by the minute. I tried them on andthey were too long for my liking, they were more 3 quater things. Iunno. Anyway I walked out the store almost in tears because I then went over to the 'girls' section and started just looking and there was this really intimidating group of girls and they were all dressed up and I was stuck there in my horrible uniform and they were txting and gosspiping and just all girly..too girly..and I just didn't fit. None of the clothes I saw I would have worn. I took one step into the guys section and the girls looked at me and so I walked out the shop and very slowly drove home contenplating all sorts of stupid things..The vouchers will propably expire at the rate I'm going. I have so much school work to do. All during class I just had to put my head down and close my eyes. The shopping experience today made me realise (again) how much I don't fit in. Ugh.