..Ight I've been sick for ages..It's this scratched up throat without the coughing, but today the coughing started. I hate all this feeling, I feel so weak..not because im sick either..at least I wrote a poem today. I don't want to go to school, I just want to sleep. The cellulitus is going down..I've been putting loads on salt into it..that stings like a bitch. It feels good though because I'm laying there trying to get to sleep and it hurts worse than a cut..so I havent needed to cut since I last did probably about a week or so ago.