It's as if my heart is floating..I'll explain..I gave vicky two of my poems to read, both were abotu her and saying basically how much I need her to come back to meand she did! Suddenly I was showered with affection. "I always want to be your friend no matter what""I want you to knwo that even if you hate me, I hope you can forgive me and I will always be here for you"I don't hate her..I never could. I just wanted her to come back to me and she has. How am I? I feel happy for once but I am scared that I'll soon crash again.