Are you really here or am I dreamingI can’t tell dreams from truthfor it’s been so long since I have seen youI can hardly remember your face anymore When I get really lonelyand the distance causes our silenceI think of you smilingwith pride in your eyes a lover that sighsIf you want me satisfy me,if you want me satisfy meIf you want me satisfy me, if you want me satisfy meAre you really sure that you’d believe mewhen others say I lieI wonder if you could ever despise mewhen you know I really tryto be a better one to satisfy youFor your everything to meand I’ll do what you ask meif you’ll let me be, freeIf you want me satisfy me.Lyrics basically sum it up..I am feeling Low..lower than ever before. Trapped into this prolonged silence of loneliness and heart ache. It hurts so freaking much, I keep thinking of evil ways to betray Vicky. At least we had a 5 lined conversation on msn today. Ugh >.<