Hmm well I will write this for Rennick so that he has somthing to read :D What have I been up to..? nothing..LOl My exams are over at last and now it is just the dreded month waiting for my results. I haven't seen Vicky since school finished..(2 weeks I think) and I tried to ask her if she wanted to meet up and stuff but she kinda put it to one side then brought it back up the night before the day I suggested and well I wasn't myself that night so I signed out before I got too heated, I haven't heard from her since..I haven't had an appitite for a few days and I've been just eating a few slices of bread and the vegetables my mother makes me eat. I'm feeling dizzy and sleepy. I did have thoughts about cutting the night when I signed out of msn from Vicky but I txted my friend instead. yay me. I did promise vicky I'd never hurt myself and I'm keeping to it. I quit canoe polo after 6 years. My team which I just joined this year was getting too much for meand I was the oldest in it by about a year so I was the odd one out. I also had more experience than them and didn't like the way they treated me. It was getting too much, monday nights were games about 2 hours away, tuesday nights a paddling session, saturday 9-2 was a funraising day when I had to file hundreds of documents in numers in the thousands in order and sunday was a two hour training 1 hour away which hardly any of the team turned up to. I had been using my exams (the rest of the team arnt in my school year so didnt have them) to get a break from polo and I enjoyed the break and did some thinking and said that im leaving the team..I think I have made the right choice although I still have to tell me mother..Haha The seven ducklings are growing faster every day and the Chooks are sittingon their eggs extra long in the morning even though there is a lack of rooster. I'm all geared up and excited for christmas!! I hope evryone is doing fine and taking care.