My self esteem has plumeted. I am gaining weight but thats not why. I have been trying to get a freaking job for ages now.
first I applied at the rest home wher I had previously done a weeks work experience. they diddnt get back to me so last week I went in after like 6 months and she said she will call me. she still hasn't.
I had an interveiw at countdown a super market and they said my only problem was my last years school report (i had been unfocused and not able to learn because that was when I was going through the worst of my depression and being bullied) it was my old school anyway. the lady who inter veiwed me never got back to be either, it was always me having to ring up and find out what was happening. I just rang her and appoligised for getting impatient and asked her if I could bring in my recent report (it is all excellences because im happy at my new school)I wanted to just prove that I wasn't a bad person/student to her I didn't want toget the job. she said oh alright then fine and hung up. I don't want to bring it in to her because she made it sound like such a hassle.
I applied for wollworths, another supermarket and they havent gotten back to me to even tell me that I failed.
my mother said to me "you cant just stay at home all holidays you have to find somthing to do" so I rang the spca (an animal welfare organisation) and rang the branch where I live and asked If they needed any volunteers and I said Im very good with animals she rudely said no, wer'e full up with them. I rang the wellington spca number and asked if there is a lower hutt branch (30 minutes drive) and she said no, we cover them too. I can't afford to spend money on petrol to go into wellington about hour and a half drive.
Nobody wants me.
first I applied at the rest home wher I had previously done a weeks work experience. they diddnt get back to me so last week I went in after like 6 months and she said she will call me. she still hasn't.
I had an interveiw at countdown a super market and they said my only problem was my last years school report (i had been unfocused and not able to learn because that was when I was going through the worst of my depression and being bullied) it was my old school anyway. the lady who inter veiwed me never got back to be either, it was always me having to ring up and find out what was happening. I just rang her and appoligised for getting impatient and asked her if I could bring in my recent report (it is all excellences because im happy at my new school)I wanted to just prove that I wasn't a bad person/student to her I didn't want toget the job. she said oh alright then fine and hung up. I don't want to bring it in to her because she made it sound like such a hassle.
I applied for wollworths, another supermarket and they havent gotten back to me to even tell me that I failed.
my mother said to me "you cant just stay at home all holidays you have to find somthing to do" so I rang the spca (an animal welfare organisation) and rang the branch where I live and asked If they needed any volunteers and I said Im very good with animals she rudely said no, wer'e full up with them. I rang the wellington spca number and asked if there is a lower hutt branch (30 minutes drive) and she said no, we cover them too. I can't afford to spend money on petrol to go into wellington about hour and a half drive.
Nobody wants me.
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