I am feeling horrible because everything is spinning out of control, worse than before..I didn't even know that was possible. I'm sick of hruting and I am sick of not knowing what to expect each day. Yesterday was awful, in the morning they put my chicken down, Harry and then in the afternoon I had a funeral to to, My first one. I have school very soon and I don't think I will beable to facemy group of friends because I sweared at them yesterday and got very angry...It all came out and unfortunatley got directed at them, Somthing I shouldn't of done, but ohwell.
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If they are true friends they will realize that you are hurting right now and just let things blow over.Things can and do get better, it is all how you look at things. If you focus on all the negative, then those negative thoughts take over. It is harder to think of the positives, but training your mind to see the positives is what you need to do. Always thinking about the bad things that could happen when most of those bad things never occur can drive you crazy. Have Hope.