I haven't written in a while, not just in here but poems either. I haven't been feeling myself. Diddn't go to canoe polo last night. Haven't been out of the house for a while either. I just don't feel motivated. I feel so fat, it's all I have been thinking about. I got out of bed today thinking that Harriet might be online...She wasn't. I was feeling very suicidal last night, but had a good talk with my friend and she helped me. I want to kill the worded version of me. The thing that makes me write all my silly poems. I think it is dying though because i haven't been writing much. I cut last night too, first time in about 2 months. I thought everything was getting better, but I just ended up with my heart getting broken..again.Yay i'm home alone today. No parents yelling.
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\"If you don\'t like who you are and where you are, don\'t worry about it because you\'re not stuck either with who you are or where you are. you can grow. You can change .You can be more than you are.\"Zig Ziglar
\"I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.\"
- Martha Washington