Back Home!
I'm finally back home... I went to work today like I was supposed to and all. I was going to call in sick because my stomach was still hurting from yesterday and I had a migraine, but I know going to work is good for me so I went in anyway. I'm glad I did... I feel better. I got to meet the new girl, Nadine, and she and I get along well. I got complements on my haircut, which made me feel good. I know that some people didn't notice, but that's okay. Sometimes I don't want to be noticed, and some times I do. Now I know who notices me and who doesn't. Last night I came home and I was so tired... I ate dinner and went to bed. I slept for like 15 hours.... I was so tired. I felt good waking up today, not too tired. I still have a slight migraine hanging around in the back of my head, but other than that I'm feeling good. I think things are going good today.
My mood is good again today. I talked to my mom, who also went back to work today, and she was doing okay. She got to visit her dog at the shelter, and she was crying because her dog was in a cage. At least they are not going to put down Lola... they are going to keep her because she is such a good dog. I know she's a pit bull, but she is the kindest pit bull you will ever meet. Going to work was good for my mood too. It put me back in my routine, and I needed that. I'm really glad I didn't call in sick. I called in saying I might not make it, but then I went in anyway. I just needed to spend some time in the bathroom when I first got there to clear everything out, and then I was good to go. I wasn't sure how it was going to be, so that's why I said I wasn't sure if I was going to go in, but it worked out well. I'm glad I get along with the new girl.
I'm so happy to be home. It was nice to be with my mom and visit her, but I missed Geo and Angela. I cuddled with Geo when I got home, and then I cuddled with Angela this morning before I went to work. I had an allergic reaction to her (I'm actually allergic to cats if I'm not around them all the time) but I stayed with her and they subsided. I'm glad, because I didn't want to go into work like I had been crying my eyes out the whole time. Geo and I talked for a while last night before I went to sleep... It was nice laying in bed talking to him. It's been a while since we have done that (I could do that every night if it was up to me) and it was nice catching up with him on how things are going. It's one thing to talk on the phone, but it's another to talk in person.
Tomorrow at work they want me in another department for an unknown amount of time. I have my appointment with the gynecologist tomorrow as well, so I have to go get my birth control. I can finally put to rest that I'm not pregnant and feel better about that as well. I haven't gotten my period this whole time I've been off birth control, so I've been nervous about it, but I haven't been having sex so it's not an issue. I also have to go to the grocery store tomorrow, and Geo's dad is going to take me. I don't have the energy to go on my own yet. I have to recover from my trip first. I'm going to go to my appointment, go work in the other department, and then go shopping. Then I'm going to come home and take a nap. I know I'm not going to sleep as well tonight as I did last night, and I know I have a sleep debt to pay still from being at my mom's and only getting 9 or so hours of sleep a night. But I don't have to be in on Wednesday, so that's good.
Food today was bad... I didn't even make it to 1,000 calories. I was hungry when I got home, but I've been having stomach problems so eating is hard. I don't know what to do to make myself more hungry, but I need to figure something out. Today I was good on my water... I got in my whole 8 cups. At least I was good on something. I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. I think I'm going to have a Fiber One bar as a snack in a bit... I forgot I brought some home from my mom's. I go to the store tomorrow, so I can pick up some snacks for myself. I know Geo wants more soda, and he's been doing good on cutting back on it. I'm glad... He's been drinking milk instead and eating cereal. I'd much rather have him drinking milk than soda. My mood was good today, sleep felt great, and stress was low. Overall, I would say it was a pretty darn good day!
My mood is good again today. I talked to my mom, who also went back to work today, and she was doing okay. She got to visit her dog at the shelter, and she was crying because her dog was in a cage. At least they are not going to put down Lola... they are going to keep her because she is such a good dog. I know she's a pit bull, but she is the kindest pit bull you will ever meet. Going to work was good for my mood too. It put me back in my routine, and I needed that. I'm really glad I didn't call in sick. I called in saying I might not make it, but then I went in anyway. I just needed to spend some time in the bathroom when I first got there to clear everything out, and then I was good to go. I wasn't sure how it was going to be, so that's why I said I wasn't sure if I was going to go in, but it worked out well. I'm glad I get along with the new girl.
I'm so happy to be home. It was nice to be with my mom and visit her, but I missed Geo and Angela. I cuddled with Geo when I got home, and then I cuddled with Angela this morning before I went to work. I had an allergic reaction to her (I'm actually allergic to cats if I'm not around them all the time) but I stayed with her and they subsided. I'm glad, because I didn't want to go into work like I had been crying my eyes out the whole time. Geo and I talked for a while last night before I went to sleep... It was nice laying in bed talking to him. It's been a while since we have done that (I could do that every night if it was up to me) and it was nice catching up with him on how things are going. It's one thing to talk on the phone, but it's another to talk in person.
Tomorrow at work they want me in another department for an unknown amount of time. I have my appointment with the gynecologist tomorrow as well, so I have to go get my birth control. I can finally put to rest that I'm not pregnant and feel better about that as well. I haven't gotten my period this whole time I've been off birth control, so I've been nervous about it, but I haven't been having sex so it's not an issue. I also have to go to the grocery store tomorrow, and Geo's dad is going to take me. I don't have the energy to go on my own yet. I have to recover from my trip first. I'm going to go to my appointment, go work in the other department, and then go shopping. Then I'm going to come home and take a nap. I know I'm not going to sleep as well tonight as I did last night, and I know I have a sleep debt to pay still from being at my mom's and only getting 9 or so hours of sleep a night. But I don't have to be in on Wednesday, so that's good.
Food today was bad... I didn't even make it to 1,000 calories. I was hungry when I got home, but I've been having stomach problems so eating is hard. I don't know what to do to make myself more hungry, but I need to figure something out. Today I was good on my water... I got in my whole 8 cups. At least I was good on something. I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. I think I'm going to have a Fiber One bar as a snack in a bit... I forgot I brought some home from my mom's. I go to the store tomorrow, so I can pick up some snacks for myself. I know Geo wants more soda, and he's been doing good on cutting back on it. I'm glad... He's been drinking milk instead and eating cereal. I'd much rather have him drinking milk than soda. My mood was good today, sleep felt great, and stress was low. Overall, I would say it was a pretty darn good day!
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