crap

I talked with a guy here online last night, pushed him away and I feel like shit. I didn't take my prozac yesterday, so I feel like even more shit. I'm down to my last Seroquel pill, and that makes me feel even shittier. I've barely made it out of bed for a couple hours today (and that's a big deal). I wish I could say more, but I have to go back and lie down. I'm dizzy, sweating and just can't sit anymore.