confused
I was pretty psychotic this morning (there is work being done on the apartment above us, and I wanted to run up there and scream at the workers), along with lying in bed, totally convinced I was a character in someone's story. It makes sense- why I have the life I do, all the unexplainable but screwed up things that happen to me, but how I always seem to make it out okay (I'm an atheist, don't believe in God... when I did believe in God, my life was hell. Now that I'm an atheist, my life is much better). I lay in bed for a while, totally convinced of this. I fell back asleep, woke up, thought I was drugged and paralyzed but really was fine. I've been up for a while now, and as the day goes on I feel a bit better. I'm still having bouts of anger (I swear, they are doing nothing upstairs but hammering on the floor, then dropping a couple bowling balls and repeat) but the psychosis is getting better. I'm probably going to take a nap... I'm just tired.
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Hope they get done working on the floor above ya soon that would drive me nuts lol
In the last apartment I lived in, we had beautiful blue tile roofs. One day management decided it was time to get rid of them, so for weeks they slammed heavy iron bars into the tiles on the roof, from 8am till 5pm. That sucked even more... Today was nice since it\'s Sunday and they took the day off from hammering on the roof :)
back to nature site on facebook is loaded with wisdom. makes my day to go there before i go anywhere else.
also a site on the back to nature site called, no hope for the human race, which has all kinds of jokes about how pitiful the human race and civilization is and bad things done and NOTHING done about it.