GRRR

*Sigh* I don't know what's wrong with me, I've been on edge all day, in fact I've been on edge all week and I really don't have a good reason why. I've almost got 30 days and I'm worried cuz this is always when I fall. This will be the third longest I've had sober in 10 years, I know if I can just get over this hump I'll make it. I need to find more support, I've only been going to meetings once a week and that's just not cutting it. I finally made a sober friend which I am grateful for but I really need more people to hold me accountable and to help me get outta my head.