i am sending you all the love, hope, light and peace that i can in hopes that you will get thru this time that you are going thru. That message came from a dear friend and it hit me like a bomb.  I used to approach life with love, hope, light and peace - always expecting something wonderful to be right around the corner - and it was alwyas there. Since sinking into an angry, combative and rigid mode I have not expected anything wonderful to be around the corner - and it hasn't been. Time to re-evaulate my outlook.  :)