I have not been brave enough to go back and read some of my journals and the comments for some time. I just read my November 9th journal and all of my friends' comments. I cannot tell you how grateful I am for all of the support you gave me. It gives me tears in my eyes - and the crazy thing is that I think I must sound so crazy that everyone will just ignore me and that didn't happen at all - thank you - thank you. you don't know what that means to me - you just have no idea of what this means to me. I have felt like I had nowhere to go with all of this for a long time. So I'll tell someone something and then hide - or something like that. This suport means I really do have friends and you are friends that won't go away because I have an issue in my life and that I have some fear around all of it. I cannot tell you how grateful I am for this. It is a little overwhelming to me right now.I do love my friends.Lindajean
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We are thankful for you too - it is wonderful to know we can count on each other here at DS!
Have discoverd that while others in my \'real life\' may be well meaning, they rarely understand how we really feel during certain times in our lives.
DS is a forum in which others going thru various things have sought information from others, and by doing so, found acceptance and support here rather than the kind of support we would have hoped for in our \'real world.\'
So hear ya, GF!!
Read your remark in the my last journal entry, and have decided a different approach today.....
Just got an email from a friend whose cable was knocked out for four days, and now she can\'t login into DS...
Sooooo, will try to help her with my limited computer knowledge, and IT\'S limited!
Hugs, dah-ling..:)
Hope you have a wonderful day!!
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I\'m glad you finally found the courage to go back and read those comments. I think everyone here is in awe of how you face your fear head-on. You are a strong, strong woman Lindajean, but it is ok to be fearful. Fear only draws us nearer, it would never push us away. This guy has done things to you that are unimaginable to most of the rest of humankind. You are just amazing to be dealing with it as you are.