well - today I've got about 8 guys outside cleaning up my yard, weeding, etc. and planting new plants - a whole new yard is on its way. It's funny how things just begin to fall into place when one starts to climb out of one's hole in the ground.But something strange is happening - I'm not depressed but Im mad - at some of the people Ive been scared of for a long time. I think that's good. Anyway - we'll see what happens next.