I don't know the reason why I'm not receiving any e-mails from DS.  I have written them a lot of notes and they haven't been able to fix it.  I do need the support of DS more than ever before.  I'm feeling really lousy, since I can tell there is no future for me, and I'm tired of living this life the way I'm doing it right now (with no future ahead of me).  I know that the Lord must be upset with me for thinking like this, but I can't help it.  If anybody reads this note I beg you to pray for me, cause I don't feel there's any reason for me to keep on living in this worldsmiley-cry.gif Bless you all, Bonchi.

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hi bonchi, plz let me know in a mess if you get this, i care and i know how you feel, i hating thisngs right now, and it sems like none of my mess get thru and the people who has i never recieved. i here for a while if you need to talk hun.... that ok i feel like that ok god but he knows our pain... plz i here if you need a friend.. love ang
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I pray for you allthe time my Dear, and I won\'t stop-you need to check your account settings,have you done that? Hang in there sweetie, you are doing great. We all have our moments of weakness. xoxo J