We went to see the attorney today and all he had to say was that he didn't know anything about Social Security, so it was a waste of time.  He referred me to another attorney, which I called and talked to him.  According to him, the only thing that I would lose is my medicaid, but I would like to have a written document explaining everything.  I continue to be very anxious and hope the Lord listens to my prayers and I start to feel better no matter what.  Blessings, Bonchi.