Today I'm feeling depressed and anxious, as much as I try to hold on to the Lord, sometimes it's difficult.  I am going to sign the lease again for that government apartment, that I don't like.  Especially because I'm going to be alone(I don't like that).  I am staying with my mother and son for now, but I don't know what will happen in the future.  I can't pay for the bills in this house by myself due to the fact that I'm disabled and the check I get is not enough.  I'm still not receiving any mail from DS and that doesn't help me either.  I wish a lot of blessings for all of you this year! Hugs and Kisses, Bonchi.