I was going to start going to church today, but I woke up with a lot of anxiety, took a Xanax and went back to sleep, then my mother wasn't feeling very well, so I had to rush to the pharmacy to get her a medicine.  That church that I was going to, is a new church and I don't have any friends there, so it's harder for me to go back.  I don't have anybody in my family that would want to go with me, so next sunday I'm going to have to make a big effort, and go by myself.  I really want to serve the Lord again, but it's going to be hard to do it in a different church.  (I miss my church).  Hugs and Kisses to all of you, Bonchi.

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I was thinking that I can start serving the Lord not only in church but in my own home. I could start by reading the Bible a lot more than I already do. Also by reading the counseling books that I have all over again, and by being obedient to the Lord at all times. God Bless, Bonchi.
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I know it\'s not easy starting a new church. Especially trying to do it on your own. We\'re just starting to go back and trying to do it consistently. I\'ll be keeping you in my prayers. I need to set aside time to read my Bible too. I try to do it consistently and don\'t always follow through.