I really don't know how to start. All I can say is that I feel rejected,and discriminated by everybody in my family. I spend most of the days crying because even though I still live with my family I feel that the only company I have is God. The other day I had a discussion with one of my sisters abouth the inheritance. She says that I don't deserve it because most of my life I have lived with my parents and they have taken care of me and my son. This is true and I appreciated, but since I'm disabled and my sisters are working, the one that has always taken care of my family is me, I mean when someone is sick or needs to go to the doctor, etc... It's not that I regret doing it, because I do it like if I was working for the Lord and I love my family. I'm not even going to discuss this issue anymore(it's a waste of time). I'm just leaving my whole life in God's hands. He knows I'm disabled, and I need part of that inheritance. (who said life was fair, right?) Please, forgive me if I haven't written before, but I haven't been feeling well. I need my friends from DS more than ever. I love you all very much and thank you for your support and hugs. Blessings, Bonchi.I really don't know how to start. All I can say is that I feel rejected,and discriminated by everybody in my family. I spend most of the days crying because even though I still live with my family I feel that the only company I have is God. The other day I had a discussion with one of my sisters abouth the inheritance. She says that I don't deserve it because most of my life I have lived with my parents and they have taken care of me and my son. This is true and I appreciated, but since I'm disabled and my sisters are working, the one that has always taken care of my family is me, I mean when someone is sick or needs to go to the doctor, etc... It's not that I regret doing it, because I do it like if I was working for the Lord and I love my family. I'm not even going to discuss this issue anymore(it's a waste of time). I'm just leaving my whole life in God's hands. He knows I'm disabled, and I need part of that inheritance. (who said life was fair, right?) Please, forgive me if I haven't written before, but I haven't been feeling well. I need my friends from DS more than ever. I love you all very much and thank you for your support and hugs. Blessings, Bonchi.
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Dear sweet Bonchi. I am so sorry you are having the problems with your family, but I do understand somewhat because my mother has helped take care of me and my family for as long as I can remember even after I\'ve been married and a few of my sisters and poss. my brother don\'t think it\'s right or fair, but that\'s their problem, even though they try to make it ours. You have the right outlook about God being the only one to help and it is a good thing that you have Him, because a lot of people don\'t have that kind of relationship and that is sad because then they have no one at all, and if we have God on our side who can be against us right? Rom 8:28-31? You have no need to apologize for not being able to be on here because you are not feeling well (I say this but I understand because I do the same thing). I just want you to know that I love you and care about you and hope that you will feel better to know that when you do things as unto the Lord (like we are supposed to as Christians) then others may not appreciate you but He will vindicate you and honor you before them one day and then they will see. Sometimes I\'ve come to see that when I\'m my weakest and no one is there (besides on DS) and I have to rely on God, it is a blessing because then I allow Him to show Himself strong on my behalf and I find my comfort from Him that I wouldn\'t be open to receive if I was looking to another person for it. I hope all of this makes sense, I\'m not sure as sometimes my thoughts get jumbled up when I\'m not feeling my best. Hope you start to feel better soon. I\'ll be praying for you. Hugs of love, your friend, Denise
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I think yiu are doing the right thing by leaving it in God\'s hands-he knows what you deserve, it is too bad your family doesn\'t realize it too. Just continue taking good care of yourself and you\'ll be okay-stay strong sweetheart-I love you, J