I haven't been up to date with my friends at DS or writting my journal.  I don't have much to say, except that my son is still without a job and I have to take my mother tomorrow to be registered for the procedure on the 29th, we also have to go by the doctors office to pick up some tests.  I really feel like crying, I'm trying to stay sane through all this, but it's really hard.  My sisters have their own life, jobs, etc.....  I'm the one chosen by God to take care of my mother, just like I did with my father.  So I hope He gives me the strenght to face the present and future.  I love you all very much and I thank you for all your prayers.  Forgive me if I can't write to all of you, but you are in my thoughts and prayers.  Hugs and Kisses, Bonchi.