I can say I feel better, but at night I feel kind of lonely, I know that God is always with me, but sometimes is not easy. I've been thinking that I should go out and drink 7-up for a change. I know it's not going to be the same because I am very shy. I'm gonna be afraid to sing and dance, I just know it. God forgive me, it's not that I'm a drunk, but it's going to be very different.............
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I have always had a religious background and beliieve very strongly in God, but sometimes you\'re right, it\'s not easy. You have been a good friend to me and have very supportive since I joined this sight, and just want you to know that I am here for you, too. My prayers are with you.
I understand what you\'re going through. I always felt like no one could possibly be interested in what I have to say. But, I found that to be false. I thank God for this site, because I found that people accept you for who you are. And, I found the confidence to start saying what I feel and realized that I am just as important as the next person. I didn\'t want to go out, I was afraid of making new friends. I feel silly about some of the things I did (or didn\'t do, which I won\'t mention lol). But, I have come a long way. I know how difficult to think that God would care enough to handle our little situations as well. But, He does. When I look back on my life, I look at the times that only God could\'ve gotten me through the situations I was in. I noticed how he never let me fall. When I think of those times, it keeps my faith strong. Because if He would take care of me then, He will certainly do so now. You have my prayers. Much love to you...Donna