I'm back
Well DS, I'm back again. This time however I think I am going to concentrate more on my weight loss groups than the stillbirth group. I love my angel mom sisters but I feel like I am in a different place than a lot of these women, and seeing new posts from women who have recenty lost a baby break my heart. I am considering trying again for a new baby, but I have been having major problems with vaginal bleeding and pain in my uterus, my doctor doesn't know what it is but she says my hormones are very very out of balance and that is what is causing the depression and absolute fatigue and nausea. Apparently it is because of the large amount of weight I gained after my pregnancy so I know now that it is time to lose some weight and hopefully I will be holding a healthy happy baby before christmas 2014.
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Stupid DS didn\'t let me finish the last entry. Ok, as I was saying...
Last year I lost 30 lbs with diet and exercise but gained it all back and more after my BF of 4 years broke up with me and I became heavily depressed. We have since worked it out and I am trying to lift myself out of the residual crappy feelings by eating better and exercising. I am mainly worried about keeping a variety of foods in my diet and actually maintaining a good amount of calories in my daily diet, I know if I do 1,200 a day I will lose weight super quick, but I also know I\'ll be more likely to screw up and snarf a cheeseburger. Sooo this time I am starting at 1,500 cals a day and slow exercise. Urgh, I miss being a skinny 18 year old!!
Get it girl! I am glad you are working towards such an amazing goal. We are here to cheer you on! I hear what you say about the New mothers on the boards... hopefully they will find a few women to chat with and find healing as we all hopefully have. In any case PM me and maybe we can set up a buddy system every few days check in or something. sending you some love.
Thank you so much for the support, I\'m for sure going to need it.