ugh!!

I flunked my oceanography class. That means one more term at a community college and I can't go to PSU like I planned to this fall. :(
And I lost my financial aid for the second time this year. Why does God make it so hard? I really am trying but it seems like I'm under attack from bad karma I swear. One of my best friends was hospitalized with what could be a brain tumor this week too. Crazy stupid week. Maybe there's some good in this somewhere, but from where I am I can't see it.