I'm back to studying today. YAY its midterms!! jk.
Five more days until Valentines day. I'm a little sad because i found out i was pregnant with Sophia last February, and last Vday i had my little Angel in my tummy. But i'm starting to think these comparisons and memories will never go away. Sometimes i catch myself just spacing off and i see these images like from the hospital of when i found out she was gone and i get so panicky. I have broken down crying in the middle of my classes twice. And barely controlled myself more times than i can count.
I wish there was a way to make this go away. But it won't :*(
Anyway, I'm trying to stay positive this week so i can get through this freaking term. I really hope that specialist helps us figure out when we can concieve again. And i hope it gives my bf more confidence to try again. Oh ya i need to update my goals... I think i'm getting A's in both Psych classes and i think i have a C in math.
Ok, i'm off to study again... trust me i'll be back to write more later!! I'm Halfway through the term!!