Ok, I havent journaled in a long time. So here we go. Today was a good day. Im going to have a medical procdure done (called Electro -- forgot the 2nd part but its the same surgery tiger had) some time this year. That puts a smile on my face. we all now how it is to live with this and it aint easy. I may have a bunch of scars when im done, but he thats better than the nf and i have faith they will not come back and if they do, i will remove those too. Im meeting new people on here and im very happy that we all have something in common and can support one another. Im trying to loose the wait i gained from being depressed. but I cant say im trying cause as of 4:26pm im at work, journaling and eating a bag of chips and drinking a pepsi....(diet my a$$ - lol) hey i said i was trying. I am so tired and cannot wait to go home. today is my reality shows day and yes I watch flavor of love. im a glutton for punishment. :) and I like the Salt and Pepa show. Its been a pretty slow day for me at work ( I work in the cable industry and do help desk for all internal employees) some of them can be a real pain others a real joy. Other than that, its been a pretty good day. I added some new friends to my list and when I get home, I will add some more.. but for now, I need to get back to work and love you guys and will talk to you soon