Ok its 5:35 and I have 2 hours to go. Boy Im so glad I can finally talk to people with NF. I cant tell you guys you dont know how I feel unless you walk in my shoes, cause we all walked in each others shoes. Its so funny my best friend always seem to see people with my birth defect, but I havent seen anybody with it. Well this one guy had it and I didnt even know. I seen people on Maury (ok sue me, I watch Maury -- LOL) with it. I wanted to go through that TV and give her a hug. We need to create social awarness about this issue, not too many people know about it and that is why they look at us the way they do. One lady ask me what is on your face. I wanted to tell her (expletives) but that is not the Godly way of doing things, I wanted to say my skin, but I didnt want to be a smart alec. So I just told her nothing. Anywho, Im starting to get sleepy. I have a ton of homework to do this weekend (Im in school obviously :0) ) and my final is due on Monday. So I will be in the house yet another weekend (like I go out in this Florida heat -- I wear long sleeves year round, Hello). I refuse though to let this NF control me and keep me prisioner. I dont care I will try and keep trying to beat the depression until it can no longer live within me. We will all be Ok