I am feeling very lost at the moment and paranoied about anything iam finding hard to tal to anyone or even leave the house iam so close to losing it cause i can talk i have had had a lot of thoughts about suicide i am not self harming as i dont think its good enuff to do anyting to help cutting wud not help this feeling its not distructive enuff i cant even pin point whats gogin on iam just all over the place aty the moment i need to get a grip but just cant seem to get losse of these feeling my shrink just keeps giving me pills i dont wnat to take fucking pills i need fucking help my bulimia is out of control they have discahred me from the clinic and told me to just get a grip FUCKING C**TS awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwi cant handle this anymore i just wanna die you hear me die i dont wnat to live i dont want to breathe i dont want to talk i just want to die why is it so hard to ask for 1 thing and not get it its killing me being alive
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