Well its been a while since i wrote in here .Well got to go for an op to remove a lump from my scrotum i feel like shit all the time and i cant stop being sick i wish i could chnage who iam but i cant iam stuck like this forever and fucking failure
oh hun, so sorry that this is happening to you. you must be so up-set....im sure all will go well and the doctors, make sure they give you something for pain!!! im thinking about you and i hope that you are feeling better really soon...
you are not a failure!!!!! you need to keep fighting the good fight!!!! im here if you need to talk.....lots of love...jann
That\'s pretty scary about the lump. I\'ll be hoping the best for you.
You\'ve had some very hard knocks in life, and they contribute to the whole fatalistic outlook; the assumption that bad health and bad times are especially designed for \"bad people.\" It\'s hard to break that pattern of thought, but until you can do it on your own, I wish you\'d take my word for it that not only are you NOT a failure, but you are quite a survivor.
The things that seems so absolute when you\'re young do soften, and life has some beautiful shades to it in between black and white. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and do your best to allow your mouth to say at least one kind thing about you every day.
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oh hun, so sorry that this is happening to you. you must be so up-set....im sure all will go well and the doctors, make sure they give you something for pain!!! im thinking about you and i hope that you are feeling better really soon...
you are not a failure!!!!! you need to keep fighting the good fight!!!! im here if you need to talk.....lots of love...jann
That\'s pretty scary about the lump. I\'ll be hoping the best for you.
You\'ve had some very hard knocks in life, and they contribute to the whole fatalistic outlook; the assumption that bad health and bad times are especially designed for \"bad people.\" It\'s hard to break that pattern of thought, but until you can do it on your own, I wish you\'d take my word for it that not only are you NOT a failure, but you are quite a survivor.
The things that seems so absolute when you\'re young do soften, and life has some beautiful shades to it in between black and white. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and do your best to allow your mouth to say at least one kind thing about you every day.
Life won\'t always be this way.