Well i am at the end of willing to carry on with life i cant handle this any more not being able to eat missing my dad i have started to stave myself and trying to cut my fat out with a balde it has not worked tho fucking hate myself at the momet i hate being here i hate being me i hate what iam and who iam i hate everything i dont want to carry on i dont want to celbrate chritmas i have to put the mask on a pretend iam ok for everyoine else even tho iam not
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