Well its been a while since i worte in here last well iam still fighting ith eating cant stand the thought of food now iam having these intense episodes of fear and panic really sacaring me gogin to see a doctor asap to sort all this stuff out not eating feeling shit everything and if they dont listne then i will complan i need professional help iam falling apart and iam to scared to speak to work incase then send me off sick again and i end up in the nut house i cant talk to mates or my boyfriend i am so scared of losing people i am depressed and i dont know why iam so confused at the monet then a girl who i used to talk to on here has killed herself so that upset me as she od like my dad did i am fed up mwoth feeling so alone and scared i want to cut myself but cant iam so lonley so friegtned so scared why iam like this i wish i was dead
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im here hun....whats going on with you???
Hang on. You have a difficult and frustrating condition, but it is treatable. Right now you are not getting the nourishment you body needs so you\'re not operating with full cognizance.
Beyond being treated, just putting some distance between you and the suicides and growing older will both help. I\'m glad you are going to try with another doctor.
I wish you felt better.