Well today i feel like shit i know i keep saying it but today i relly do feel so depressed i went to see my doctor and i got no were so i feel alone in this world now if my doctor is not willing to help and my mates aint then its time to sort this oput myself and not let anyone help me i thinks its time to stop my medicationa nd stop seeing my doctor and shrink and go it alone just keep things bottled up and cope in a total different way than i usally do i have sat for the last 30 mins listening to james blunt goodbye my lover over and over and over again then 1 hour of somehwere over the rainbow iam so depressed i feel like i have splipped into that nasty black hole i was in when i was in hospital and i feel iam starting to shut down inside iam not eating and the pains iam getting are unbareable but iam putting n the brave face and just dealing woth and i know eveyone on her will be like you need to talk to someone well i dont want to so i thinklmi will be closing my accont on here and going at it alone i would like to sday thank you too you all and to those have helped me whist i have use d.s i have found somewhat of it help full i hope you can all be strong and cope with your problems i love you all so much and tahnk you again for all your kindness love you all loads take care and keep ya chin up xxxxxxxxx
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hey hun this is not a good idea, stopping meds and stopping the doctor and not talking to anyone.....i think that maybe you need a different doctor and maybe even a different med...i know that you have likely tried a lot of meds, but there has to be one that could help you.....
you are right i am going to tell you to talk to people here, as you know its a great support system and it one you can tap into anytime....please hun think about what i have said before you slip into the dark hole, that is no way to live, please dont give up five minutes before the miricle happens....
it has taken me years to find the right med that works for me and it can happen for you to, but you cant give up......you have to keep fighting....im here when you need to talk.....pm me anytime....lots of love....thinking of you ... jann
good luck allways with you hugging you tight take care hope you come back one day hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Hey, please please dont leave....None of us ,well most of us dont know each other personally..And that just might be the best thing possible !! I can tell peeps things I cant or dont want to tell the people in my life..Its just easier that way for me most of the time...I dont have anything to hide, I just dont think my family or friends understand my problems ! They for the most part are normal !!LOL,LOL...At least they think they are!!! I dont...............I see lots of wierdness in the peeps I love.They wont admit it though...Everybody has a problem they wont or dont want to admit they might need a little help..........Look at my willey coyote HELP !!!! Please think about it alot before you leave... I almost stopped before but decided to stay...........I dont always feel like I have peeps here ! I DO !! And you do to ....Whatever you decide I wish you the best...You are in my prayers....LOVE, Cathy xoxoxooxoxox