well its 3 months since my dad killed himself and iam so fucked up with my emothions at the moment i would consider following him i cant fucking coipe anymore with this i trry my harest and i cant everyone says it will get easier i think theyare lying to me trying to comfort me and protect me from the truth that i will never get over it and that the pain only gets worse i fucing hate my life and everything in it FUCK IT ALL AHHHHHHHH I HAVE HAD IT WITH LIFE
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SOOOO sorry that you are feeling so bad, i dont know why everyone is telling you that it will get easier because its too soon, your still grieving and that could take alot longer than three months....you need to talk to a therapist and talk this out, it will eat away at you if you dont.....i wish i had the words that would help you cope better....im here if you need to talk.....
maybe you should post your story on the boards and get more support from everyone and maybe it would help others...people out there thinking of suicide could see what it does to those left behind....
dont do anything rash.....call a doctor, therapist, 911, someone who can help you through this....
lots of love....jann