well iam going docors on friday  so she can have a go at me for being burlimc hurray that should be fun no on ehas aked me why i do it they just say poff you should not do that i know that iama nurse for god sake never mind as you can tell iam all worked up lol my depakoke is defo not working feeling horrible today smoach pains feel dizzy and sick never mind lets see what tomorow brings  love ya all millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx