hi all its been a while since i wrote in here well things seem to get worse and worse i have started making myself sxik i have lost nearly 2 stone iam self harming more than ever iam so moody my depakote aint working and the doctor wont give me anything else as he is a t**t iam not coping well at all i want to be wiht my dad if he can end the pain so easy why cant i i hate feeling like this my and my boyfriend are gonna split soon i know that which is a good thing i think as we seem so distnent ( sorry about the spelling) i hate work iam gping back home soon to newcaslte uk to see my mum and iam so slcose to moving back up there i feel this is ther only place i can express myself and people will listne and not judge me so if there is anyone out there that can help please do iam at my wits and and starting to consider doing something bad  thanks mac xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Ive benn cutting lately but when i think about it it aint worth it
Fuck those BITCHES who make u wanna: Hang Yourself,Slit Your Wrist,Shoot Yourself,Overdose,Runaway,Jump,Get Hit,Kill Someone.
They ain\'t wotrh shit. There just those assholes in life that you don\'t need to worry about. They are the ones that have a fucked up life. The only reason they putting you down is because when you see someone else suffer they feel better. Don\'t let people take advantage of you. Just forget them and let them live their own fucked up life. Let them drown in their shit, hang by their lies, cut off their real life, overdose on being someone else, running from their problems, getting hit by the truth, and killing the things that ment the most to them.
let them know that the are the ones who are FUCKED UP.