not written in here in a while well things are so not good at the moment i think me and bf are goging to split up everything and everyone is against me i feel like people are taking the piss out of me i feel so angry an alone i would rather run away from it all and start agina i dont care who or what i leave behind just go and not let anyone know. I feel i have done what i can for peolpe and thats not enough and not done aything for myself not looked after myself always thought of everyone else but me and i have let my feelings and emotions take over i ahve had it woth everyone and everything everting i have done turned sore or everyone i have met hates me iam not feeling sorry for my self b4 anyone says that i am feeling emothions that i have kept hidden for so long its now time to take off the mask and open that box up to world and let people know how iam feeling