well i got a phone call today ,,,my sister ion law was found in her bed dead!!! over dose ......to be expected ,,,,,,,i tryed to help but you cant carry the addict you can only carry the message but this is fuck up i hate drugs so much its taking my love one away from me every month almost ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,PLAESE CHOOSE RECOVERY i beg you ,,,you are worth to live a clean and sober life we all are life is beautiful ...i know i dont want to DIE !!!!!!!i feel sad and angry and pissed ill write later on