sick sick sick!!! well i'm so sick of the  freeking snow winter blues are getting worst every day ,,,,,,we had the NA meeting here at my place last night i love it when poeple come over cause my kids were here too and usuallyif i go out for a meeting i  feel guilty for not being at home with them and when im here with them sometimes i really need to be at the meetign so i had both last night......beside that i cant fucking lose this jelly belly i cant stop eating sweets ,,,,,and its effecting my diabetes,,,,,,,but i have to commit myself but its hard to do so when you have kids ect ,,,,yep hear all my excuses? im so good at that lol ok i got to  go and find weight watcher on the net see yall later