so i went to meeting last night it felt so share about the lost of my sister and i was feel ok there for a lil bit so we all went out side after the meeting to have a smoke and to decide on going for coffee or not ,,,and ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,then,,,,,,,,,,,, some one approched me and said (so and so) said this about you ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,fucking cunt from hell ,,,when she was the one that asked me to lie for her........and it all back fired on me ,,,.,,.i',m so hurt she could do this to me ,,i guess its not because you are in recovery that you are a good person there's bad poeple every where ,,,but i guess i thaught i could trust her i really thaught she was my friend ,,,,,i hate what she did to me it really hurts .......i finding out that the poeple in the meeting are a bunch of sick fucks ,,yeah like me but i dont repaet what poeple say to me to other i dont back stabe ppl i don't try to creat drama ,,,,,,,,,gawd i dont evebn want to go back now i dont know who to trust,,,,,,,,,,,gonna write later ,,,i didnt need this shit after losing my sister and not being able to fly down to quebec cause im fucking broke and i have 4 kids to feed on welfare so im a pathatic lose thats what i feel like right about now ....later
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I\'m truley saddend that these woman have put you thru this, you certainly dont need the bull^^t now! You know this story made me flashback to some of the people I grew to love and trust in treatment center, you know everyone seemd so nice in there, but after we got out I QUICKLY learned the hard painfull way like you have today, they WERE good people sober and afterwards a few of then went back to using and had WAY to much personal information on me, and it came back in a bad and hurtfull way just like what your describing. Dont believe its everyone as its not, but you will know in your heart how to pick your friends. Your sister is ALL KNOWING now and she fully understands why you couldnt get there so let that go, deal with the living tommorow. You are a worthwhile person and remember God doesnt make junk but he created you:) Be a little nicer to yourself now, ok?
xxx bryano
i think everyone sucks at some time, especially us sick fuckers at the meetings, please don\'t hurt yourself for the sake of others tho...
I learned your lesson again two weeks back... I went out with a guy from NA who was threatening self-harm and shared some things with him.... he IMMEDIATELY passed those words to others, causing brief turmoil for myself... I\'ve learned he can\'t be trusted, but I\'ll still shake his hand and hope the best....
Peace Nancy.....