well it's been a while since i have wrote on here .......it's taking every once of my self not to go out and kill him ,,,,,,i have to see him everyday he comes here to see the boys he wont take them out any where he has to be in my face arghhhhhhh,,,,,,,,,some day i will ripe his fucking face off i swear ,,,,oh well thats my problem i guess,,,,,,i been seing Tim for a week now he's a really nice guy but he's too nice ,,,lol im not use to that ,,,,got my roses on our first date,,,,,wants me to use his car ,,,,,always wants to give me money i can't accept that ,,,,,he's a big wig  at chemfab and he has 2 boys ,,,,,,,i wonder how things will turn out i thik he's feeling more for me then im feeling  for him oh well i hope to hear from you guys soon ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,NANCY