well he promised jaacey that he would pick him up this evning to tak him to the park ect jacey waited by the door for 3 hours untill i decided to go to his house so the door was opened i walked in and foud him with her again drunk!! so i lost it on him she ran p stairs ,,i wasnt gonna go after her ,,,,,(she was my friend at one point she knew we had kids together) but i just lost it ,,,,,now he's doing this to his kids i can't stand for this no way in hell ,,,,i am not gonna let him do it ,,,ihe is so done in ,,,,,,,,i'm fucking done ,,,,,i wont let him make promises any more like he always does so hes not seing them no more i have had it !!GAME OVER you lose you fucking kidless piece of shit !!!!!!!i'm not so hurt any more now it has turn to anger ,,,,now's he's fucked arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so fucking mad!!! im seing red!
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calm down my friend....you have to be the strong one in this ..your kids need you ...dont forget to make a journal of everything that is going on to protect yourself...i know its hard to stay strong but you have all of us here a d/s to help you .....sending strength your way ...stay strong dont let him get to you ...you are better than he is now prove it ...lots of hugs tina