WELL I WENT TO A N.A. MEETING TONIGHT IT WAS GREAT ,,,,THEY ARE ALMOST ALL GREAT ,,,,,I WAS HAPPY TO CHAIR IT ......I HAD TO GET SOME STUFF OUT ABOUT LAST THURSDAY NIGHT MEETING HOW TERRIBLE IT WAS ,,,HOW PPL WERE JUST OUT OF LINE AND THERE WAS 3 NEWCOMER,,,,SO ANYWAYS THE MEETING WAS ALMOST DONE WELL STILL HAD 20 MINUTES LEFT AND PPL HAD THE NERVE TO ASK IF WE COULF END THE MEETING ERLIER CUZ THEY WANTED TO GO AT THE HORSE TRACKS ,,,,LIKE WHAT THE HELL ,,,,,,SO I SAID NO WAY ,,, WHAT IS NEWCOMER COMES IN LATE WE HAVE TO BE HERE SO SOME OF THEM GOT MAD AT ME AND THEY LEFT ,,,,,IT DID BOTHER ME A LIL BUT AT LEASE I KNOW WHAT THE RIGHT THING TO DO IS ,,,,,SO I STAYED THERE TILL THE END ,,,,,,,SOME ONE FROM MY ACTIVE ADDICTION CAME IN rory IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE HIM THERE ......AS MUCH AS I DONT FEEL LIKE USING MY DRUG OF CHOICE I SURE FEEL LIKE DRINKING ...WITH THE NICE WEATHER AND ALL ,,,,BUT I KNOW I CAN'T IT WOULD LEAD ME TO MY DRUG WELL...MAYBE NOT BUT I DONT WANT TO TAKE THE CHANCE THATS FOR SURE ,,,,,,,WENT FOR COFFEE WITH 2 PPPL FROM THE MEETING THE OTHER NIGHT AND IT WAS NICE TO GO OUT WITH **HIM** SO RESENTMENT WHATSOEVER JUST NICE TIME SPENT AS FRIEND I REALLY ENJOYED IT *Z* ANYHOO GOT TO PUT BABIES TO BED NIGHT NIGHT ALL LOVE YALL NANCY
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hey you, i know what you mean, i feel you... greate that you stayed there till the end, those gays who left should remember how it was to come to NA, anyway, good reading youre journal..
love bettina
P.S. youre powerfull
yeah i knowim so sad about that thanks but i dont feel that powerful at times